If you're used to having a boss breathing behind your neck just so you'd finish that project he's assigned you, then maybe full-time freelancing isn't exactly the best setup for you to be in. Sure, money is enough reward to get you going, and the threat of poverty and starvation (as people I know would joke about) may pressure you to beating the deadlines, but without the intrinsic motivation to drive you, you might be setting yourself up for career disaster.(Try other stuff you might enjoy that won't have any long-term impacts on your professional life--knitting, maybe?)
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If there was one scene that froze in my head from the play "Full Gallop", which recently had its Manila run at the RCBC Auditorium in Makati, it was this: Cherie Gil as Diana Vreeland, declaring in a haughty flourish--"I adore artifice".
Perhaps it echoed to the writer in me, the way I would fantasize writing stories, packaging accounts according to my perspective and, along the way, introducing my own biases and concepts and knowledge (despite how limited they may be, and albeit subconsciously.)
This actually started off as an attempt to review the play, and while I am not the most qualified critic out there, I thought I could say a thing or two about the one-man show (for starters, Cherie is amazing--my theater days have taught me how difficult it is to sustain one's energy throughout the duration of the play, and we were a huge cast at that! Seeing Cherie draw the audience so magically to her for the one-and-a-half hours she had to perform for "Full Gallop" definitely deserved praise--considering, most especially, how acting in front of the camera is worlds apart from acting on stage.)
However, I ended up being fascinated by the statement, the way how this woman Cherie played so magnificently was so engrossed with the idea of appearances, of beauty, of creating interesting stories to tell her audience, despite how, as one continued watching her character unfold, it became apparent how everything was like that: an artifice. Showmanship. An act that one kept up.
One could take that as a negative thing; however, I saw it as an affirmation of what makes us human. What separates us from other animals is our capacity to imagine, to build things larger than us, to aggrandize and exaggerate and fantasize and idealize. And being in the business of communications, I know very well how a good story is important.
So what I started off as an entry about a play I watched one Friday evening turned out to be this:
I can't believe the year is almost over. I'm pretty sure though a lot of people are saying the same thing. Where did the days go? Weren't we just welcoming 2013?
HELLO, MY NAME IS EVAN TAN.
I'm a writer and communications professional based in Manila, Philippines. Outside of my regular job, I like to travel, work out, volunteer, watch movies and plays, go to art galleries/ fairs and museums, read books, and eat vegetarian food.
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